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I'm in a low mood rn, but I want to share with people some of the good things, because there have been good things. And I can't dwell and get bitter over what is done and past.
Study abroad in Rome was probably the best choice I ever made, hands down. I made friends and there was that almost romance (I just about drunk confessed my crush at a party lolllll).
When I got back I finished Pokemon X with my brother, and we watched so much anime. I miss when we would do stuff like that between school terms, I'm not home much except for winter break. Speaking of which, that Mew yooo I have waited 84 years for a Mew.
I'm graduating this year! Yay no more homework! And as a member of a fraternity, I might pick up and get a Little (a mentee), I already have 1 or 2 who I want from the new class lol. Making new friends etc.
I have some ideas for the future that I want to do, they're shaping in my mind but opportunities are opening up, so we'll see
As for art...I know art school isn't the One Way to be a good artist, but it was the experience I wish I had. I guess it's not too late to still do, but without scholarships I would be digging a hole for myself. I would rather move forward and grow on my own.
I realize that with patience, my skills will come back, and they will get better far more than I imagined, I just have to persist
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And for my friends that I haven't spoken to in such a long time, I get anxious and feel like a nuisance if I message you/simultaneously I feel like you guys hate me so that's why you don't talk to me. I KNOW this is untrue for the most part we are all just bad at correspondence lol. But as a blanket statement: I miss you guys, and I want to see you again. Sorry for being a terrible friend in what ways I may not have realized until much, much later. I'm trying to be a better person, you deserve that.
Study abroad in Rome was probably the best choice I ever made, hands down. I made friends and there was that almost romance (I just about drunk confessed my crush at a party lolllll).
When I got back I finished Pokemon X with my brother, and we watched so much anime. I miss when we would do stuff like that between school terms, I'm not home much except for winter break. Speaking of which, that Mew yooo I have waited 84 years for a Mew.
I'm graduating this year! Yay no more homework! And as a member of a fraternity, I might pick up and get a Little (a mentee), I already have 1 or 2 who I want from the new class lol. Making new friends etc.
I have some ideas for the future that I want to do, they're shaping in my mind but opportunities are opening up, so we'll see
As for art...I know art school isn't the One Way to be a good artist, but it was the experience I wish I had. I guess it's not too late to still do, but without scholarships I would be digging a hole for myself. I would rather move forward and grow on my own.
I realize that with patience, my skills will come back, and they will get better far more than I imagined, I just have to persist
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And for my friends that I haven't spoken to in such a long time, I get anxious and feel like a nuisance if I message you/simultaneously I feel like you guys hate me so that's why you don't talk to me. I KNOW this is untrue for the most part we are all just bad at correspondence lol. But as a blanket statement: I miss you guys, and I want to see you again. Sorry for being a terrible friend in what ways I may not have realized until much, much later. I'm trying to be a better person, you deserve that.
It's Already April??
Ummmmm well then! I guess I should give an update?
I gotta be honest, I'm not following through with everything I mentioned in this journal: New Year's Resolutions
I have been job searching, as well as learning to drive (about time! I'm almost 23 T^T). And when I do have the energy to draw, I have soooo many projects that I am behind on! Including birthday art I'm so sorry to all of my friends
Which is why I am immensely proud of finishing this:
One project down! So many more to go! Heh. But really, it kinda ties in with my NYR, #FINISHEDNOTPERFECT as well as just, getting my stories out there? The start of sharing my characters and worl
New Year's Resolutions
What's UPPP everyone! I hope you're all having a splendid January, if I haven't said it to you yet then HNY (almost 3 weeks in isn't too late to say that, right...?)! Anyway things for me have been up, and down, as is the way. I'm going through messages on my computer (it's a bit busted, therefore I've been lurking on mobile lately, therefore I may have missed a few comments/whatnot). And I really couldn't stand to see the months-old Halloween Journal on my frontpage anymore so here's a lil bit of what I want to achieve artistically and with my online presence for this year:
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- develop a few distinct styles (manga/cartoon/comic-esque, il
Happy Halloween Everyone!
GUYS, check out this video by !yoichi-masaki (https://www.deviantart.com/yoichi-masaki) :iconHale-Hamasaki: and :iconIzuiII: that includes my art of their Utaus! :D
Can I just say dang not only did you guys produce and edit a music video so fast but the Utaus' vocals! Their VOICES I am normally bad at auditory processing of music in general, but each syllable was clear and each voice so distinct .I appreciate the hard work you guys have put into your Utaus, just wow.
Anyway here's the video:
(For those that may need to know, there is soft gore and the lyrics are suggestive of suicide/death in the video, and towards the end there is a lot of flashing/blinking images)
Meme Me
Been a while. I just don't go on much anymore, but I miss this place.
So I graduated college 2 weeks ago, just played BioShock last week and what. have. I. been. doing. with. my life. I can't wait to play 2 and Infinite!!!!! Here's a meme journal. This is very picture and text-heavy so bear with me.
Tagged by ~LiberatedPuppeteer (https://www.deviantart.com/liberatedpuppeteer) -------------------------
Name
Victoria but I go by Tori
Star sign
Aries
Average hours of sleep
Probably 9-10, but ask me 2 weeks ago when I had finals
Lucky number
7
Last thing I googled
Blizzard.net
Favorite fictional character
Ellen Ripley
What are you wearing now?
Blue tank top, shorts, brow
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I'm kinda the same way when it comes to talking with people online XD Trust me, my shoulders are available to cry on and my ears will listen to any problems you might have. Or if you just wanna talking I'm always available!